For a long time, I’ve been afraid to write and release my thoughts, paralyzed by the fear of judgment. The idea of people scrutinizing my words and forming opinions about me has kept me silent. But last night, as I drove and listened to the Hamilton soundtrack, something shifted. The song “Non-Stop” resonated deeply with me, mirroring my internal struggle. I realized I don’t want to be Aaron Burr, hesitant and fearful. I want to be Alexander Hamilton, passionate and brave with my art and ideas.
In “Non-Stop,” Hamilton sings:
“Why do you write like you’re running out of time? Write day and night like you’re running out of time?”
Hamilton’s relentless drive and determination struck a chord with me. He wasn’t afraid to put himself out there, to let his voice be heard despite the risk of criticism. On the other hand, Burr’s caution and desire to control how people perceived him held him back. I saw too much of myself in Burr—afraid to speak up, wanting to control the narrative.
Self-doubt has often whispered in my ear, telling me that the world has enough opinions and voices. I questioned whether my contributions would matter in the vast media landscape. But then, I remembered another powerful line from Hamilton, where Burr acknowledges:
“The world was wide enough for both Hamilton and me.”
This realization hit home. The media landscape is indeed vast, and there’s room for my voice too. It’s not about controlling how people perceive me but about sharing my passion and ideas bravely.
Hamilton’s story taught me that being passionate and brave with my art is more important than being scared of judgment. The world needs diverse voices and perspectives, and mine is just as valid as anyone else’s. I don’t want to throw away my shot at expressing myself.
So, here I am, deciding to write and share my thoughts openly. This is my first article, and I am not throwing away my shot.
If Hamilton can write like he’s running out of time, then so can I.